I've been busy to say the least. I am changing my career entirely. College has become something I can do now....student loans are far easier to come by. I was 5 classes away from my BS in CIS...But it made me nauseous thinking about the senior seminar and my poor programming skills. So.....I have enrolled in a different school and a very new degree plan. I have been aching to do something to help my fellow person. I have decided to assert my skills in the field of Psychology. I think it is what I should have done all along, although I kept listening to others tell me I wouldn't get anywhere doing that. Maybe I had to work through all of those feelings of self-doubt and worthlessness. It took awhile. My car got a new transmission and so did I. My daughter turned 14 on the 1st....I still have trouble believing that. (she is mana~mighty btw). I had the best time today table-toppin with ALL of my kids ...even my husband's daughter played with us today. It was awesome...although I almost died. My impulsiveness got me into trouble. *sigh* My art as of late has consisted mostly of Henna....and I dont have a good digital camera to take some good picks of the work. I have some on my facebook but I forget what I call myself on there...senility is setting in, I'm afraid. They dont card me at the liquor store anymore...unless I have dyed my hair recently. I dyed it with Henna this morning....but I wont know what color it will be until 3 days from now. It smells nice from the lavender and lime I used to terp it with. I have decided to stop using chemicals on my hair. No more shampoo....I use baking soda and water....and to my surprise it works great! I want what little life I have left in my greying hair to be as healthy as possible so maybe it wont all fall out like it keeps threatening to do. Maybe I will live as long as my grandmother who is still alive at the age of 94....When I remind her that she is 94 ...she looks at me worried and then irritated and asks "Well what the hell am I still hangin around here for?". Even though she hardly remembers who she is anymore...she is still very quick witted and comical. I guess I will wrap this up because I have forgotten what I wanted to say next.

Lots of Love to all the folks out there that continue to watch me even though I havent done anything for awhile.

~Maddy

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